Okay how do I get myself in such weird situations??? Im not getting the job I applied for instead im getting one where im getting 85 cents more than everyone else who was just hired and doing alot less than they will be doing!!! that makes me wanna tell them "HA HA!!!" just like that kid from the simpsons does everytime someone gets screwed over ( Read more... )

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Im so fucking sleepy, I went to bed at 5 and its 9 right now but ive only slept two hours. Well ive been at my friends house since saturday, without planning it I slept over 2 days in a row but today finally I go home. I came here for peace and relaxation from everyone including my parents and plus I needed to get something of my chest but I didnt ( Read more... )

Ok today was a little better... me puse manos ala hobra and I got rid of all the clutter in my room even the t.v. !!! yes its crazy I know but I had to do it for my own good, I didnt even watch the damn thing anymore and the "cable" we have sucks, it looks all fuzzy and stuff. Thats what we get for not paying for it! lol! Any way I took every thing ( Read more... )

I did the best I could to get by today. I had what would be called a "bad-dream" that freaked me out enough for me to get up at 12pm (much earlier than I planned to) and go to my mother's apt just to tell her about it and also tell her that i've not been feeling well lately...in fact im depressed I dont even feel like smoking and thats why im ( Read more... )

Today was nice it started off with a very energetic morning...exercise...got me in the mood to actually get up before 3pm. I had a nice 12 second talk with the manager of my apt about why we (my roommates and I) had'nt paid the rent...she was cool and did'nt even mention late-fee's or whined about us not having her money till friday ...I like her ( Read more... )

I didnt do shit today. I was pretty much asleep most of the day then I mustered up enough energy to clean up my house, the fucked up part is that I didnt even do anything to feel so tired...its so sad that the highlight of my day was when my roomate went to the store and bought me a pack of squares...but then again ciggs are probably the highlight ( Read more... )

Ok well I have nothing to update since this is my first entry...my homie got me into this I blew it off and then I thought "fuck it" how bad could it be I have nothing else to do. I've been unemployed for about 3 weeks (which have been like 3 years to me) im working on finding a job, no luck on that so far. I just wanna leave this dirt-filled-shit- ( Read more... )