what made my day amazing.

finally getting my car back
running into kayla in bobs, who i havent seen in what feels like a year
new sweatpants
adam forkey
my awesome friends
smelling like a fireplace

and my unbelievbly amazing boy<333

oh and my pb&j sandwhich abd bbq chips!!

this is so perfect
and to good for me
i haven't been this happy in a really long time

so overall 2006 fucking blowed. in about every possible way. im hoping 2007 will be alot better. maybe find some halfway decent friends, turn 18, go to college, get the fuck out of here ( Read more... )

lifes been going pretty good ( Read more... )

these past 48 hours have been the worst 2 days of my life. im not gonna post about what happened cuz im sure theres people who read this thing who i dont fucking like/ knowing my business

but i want to move out in february when i turn 18. who wants to get an apaprtment with me because believe it or not i can afford one.

it seems like everyone my age goes through having their first love/ first relationship. they always seem to think they'll be together forever... get married.. everything is just perfect.. etc. but in the end that never happens. you end up absorbing your entire life with this person until one day it all falls apart and your miserable and you feel so ( Read more... )

today was such a gorgeous day ( Read more... )

i never update this thing anymore ( Read more... )

i really feel like i have lost all of my friends

someone please tell me this isnt true.

i have probably become the most miserable 17 year old girl you have ever met in your life

..seriously..

nothing in my life is going right. i havent seen my friends in almost 3 weeks.. not like to many of them probably care. and i hate my family.

thats all.