hmm nmy last post was february 23 and a lot has happened ( Read more... )

sooooooo vacations almost over. and it sucked. not having a car has seriously put a damper on my life. im so used to being out doing something ALL THE TIME. and this has not been the case latley. i have $500 saved only $500 more until my dad will take me out looking for a new car@%#&^$&$%&^&#. when i get my car back im seeing people like KAYLA who ( Read more... )

i have a lot going thorough my head right now.
i took today off from work thinking it would be nice of me not to drag my parents out of bed early on a sunday morning and drive me to work. well after fighting with my mom all morning i remembered why i work all day saturday and sunday. i remember.. about a month ago when life was really good. everyday ( Read more... )

hmm soo. today kind of flew by. school. work. american idol. my life is so exciting now a days. there needs to be a fucking snow day tomorrow because i didnt do an oounce of homework tonight and i have 2 big things do tomorrow woops ( Read more... )

i am in the worst mood right now and feel so miserable and so lonley. i hate my life right now hate it. with the exception of maybe 2 of my friends and my boyfriend i want nothing to do with any of you. i hate having friends. it always ends up being a huge disappointment. people are so selfish. i feel like im there for everyone and no one can ( Read more... )

this has been the most miserable week of my life. finally after 3 days of being in pain i went to the emergency room to get checked out. all i had was really bad whip lash but since i waited so long to get pills for it im gonna be in pain longer than i should. i was out of school monday-thursday and all i did was fucking cry. crying can sometimes ( Read more... )

I am so sorry. I am so sorry for all of this. i would never do anything intentionally to jepordize my friends lives. i wish it was me in the hospital right now and not you. i wish i was the one getting surgery and not you. i wish sometthing bad happened to me and you guys were fine. i felt so guilty last night. your lying in a hospital in pain.. im ( Read more... )

my happy mood hasn't changed since last week. in fact i think i've gotten happier. latley ive realized who my true friends are and i love it. its so nice to know i have someone to call up ad ramble on about stupid shit and they will listen. saturday me and jessica FINALLY hung out. it was so nice i missed her so much and it felt like we picked up ( Read more... )

so i'm pretty content with the way my life is going. i've realized that i have the 3 best friends in the entire world and i really dont need any other friends besides them. and i have this amazing boy in my life too<33 ( Read more... )

falling in love is the most amazing feeling