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thinking.
I'm disappointed in myself. I always let him come back, always, and he KNOWS that he can. I'm like every other stupid grl who puts up w/ some guys bullshit. && the funny part is I know i deserve better, and i know i can find someone who treats me the way i should be treated. so why do i stick around? i dont fucking know and i'm starting to hate ( Read more... ) -
one of the most painful things...
is to know the one person your in love with is in infatuated & obssessed with someone else...
pathetic that people would loose a true love for lust.
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Well...
It finally happened. For like 11mnths Jase & I have been back & forth... this emotional rollarcoaster waiting to come to a giant hult. So the other day he's ignorng my texts & calls, for no reason at all. Other than the fact that he's stressed & can't comprehend himself or his boring, routine life. So i call him private, i dont know why, i guess ( Read more... ) -
Inner Turmoil
I'm so confused lately. It's like my insides have split up into different sides and are fighting against each other. A part of me wants to just be alone and start fresh. A part of me is in love with a man who I don't truly believe loves me back. A part of me is bored & lonely. A part is wanting to just blow off all my responsibilities and go buck ( Read more... ) -
Released
A clouded mind ( Read more... ) -
do you kno?
Remember me ( Read more... ) -
On the surface
A pretty face, a smile you see ( Read more... ) -
Behind Your Eyes
When i see you smile ( Read more... ) -
His Eyez
I gaze into the eyes of the one that sent my beating heart to its end ( Read more... ) -
TiReD
I MET PAUL WALKER!! I GOT HIS AUTOGRAPH & I TALKED TO HIM!!! HE'S SOOOOO FUCKIN HOTT I WANTED TO RAPE HIM!! Hehe I met him at Delano's, the Hotel on South Beach, i went with Rach & we were lounging by the pool & there he was!! Penelope Cruz was there too but i didnt see her but I did see Donald Rumsfield or w.e his name is (secretary of defense for ( Read more... )