not too much has been going on... im working at the regal in ormond, and no i probably wont let you in for free. i work and sleep... that is all. sorry i completely cut out everyone, but i was sick of all the nonsense. nothing personal. life is great as of now. solitude is amazing.

later
amber

well, im out of the house for good i suppose. ive been on a job hunt which has turned out more like a wild goose chase. so my duty, seeing as how i am unemployed, has been upkeep of the apartment. joy. i have court in the morning for my ticket, then again on monday for posession of paraphanalia. thank you burwell. things have been pretty dismal. ( Read more... )

http://www.livejournal.com/users/smokeinmybed/87729.html you must read this.... then tell me we dont have too much free time

thrashyourassoff: ...man this sounds like a bunch of he said she said bullshit ( Read more... )

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man. i havent been this bummed in a looonggg time. yep. its like ive left pieces of my heart with so many people, i have none left for me. and i feel like very few people have ever really cared about me, or they act like the things theyve said and done have no effect on me. when the truth is everything anyone says or does to me is taken to heart. ( Read more... )

so this weekend was great minus josh being a douche. i went to the show friday, which rocked. FOTS played their best show thus far i believe. saturday i babysat adriannes little brother with her and hung out with a couple new friends... sunday i went over to robbies apt and woke him up at like 1 and tried to convince him to come do somthing with us ( Read more... )

so i quit doing drugs and try to straighten out my life, i got a job... and what do i get... a fucking pneumonia. thanks god.

damnit all

after these past two weeks and all the shit thats gone down in my life, ive decided to quit everything... minus cigarettes and maybe a glass of wine on the weekends lol. as far as getting drunk every night, doing all kinds of drugs having sex all the time and everything else is concerned, its all done with. after seeing all the stress that i put on ( Read more... )

yep, im bored... and my mom is leaving for a week starting tomorrow!!! whoo hoo... house to myself! lol... not like i could even have a party if i wanted to, big mama dukes has all the neighbors watching this house like hawks. damn her. oh well. michelles gone awol i have no idea where she is. michelle if you read this, call me. lol. yep. thats ( Read more... )