i dont understand when life became so hard...its like i turned aroud and the world was on top of me..and its only me..theres no one to help..to relieve some of the pressure.. i wish i could rewind the clock..i know id do things differently i just need a break...and..

i neeed  yooou

soo i figured that i have the best boyfriend EVERRR..

he's deffinately better than ALL OF YOURSSS..COMBINED.. ♥


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soo this weekend was reagan homecoming. however the girls didnt want to goo..so we dressed up all pretty-full and went downtown to eat where we got hit on left and right. *cause were hott..and you know it* then we went back to kristyns for a KRAZZZZY night of partying. ohh man this was THE BEST weekend ive had in such a long timeee. mann i wish i ( Read more... )

so i was thinking..and i figured out that i fall for guys really fast. which isnt always a badd thing..but somtimes it is. ohh yah by the way this mark guyy..yah not so much cause i was tired of dealing with his shizzz..so i had to brake him off..we did talk for awhile..perhaps like a month or so..so you've gotta give me some credit. however we are ( Read more... )

hmm. i figured i should come and update this thing. so lets see whats new.. i had my babe. he was a boy born on july 25. he was 7lbs 2.8oz and 20 1/2in. and he deffinately has my nose. he's wonderful. anyway im moving to california in october-ish. its a huge bummer cause i really dont want to leave. my love life is surprisingly good right now. ( Read more... )

last day of school is friday ( Read more... )

ITS A MOTHER FLIPPIN BOY!!!!!!!!!!
Darian Luke Johnson?? pictures soon?

got my converse yesterday.
they're quite heavenly and brown.
there's sense of accomplishment

i dont really know how to feel lately
as reality sets in this empty head.
i cant hide the way things are
the life as i know it..is over.

how could i have been so..stupid

spring break is over for most of u..
however i dont go to school
yet sadly i stay home bored and miserable.

life is okay.
people are just gunna talk right
so why let it bother me?

im hearing sounds in my house.
its not too cool
however i have my love to my kiddiez

hmm im hongry..?

hopefully i can go to the beach this weekend..
krissay i miss u..

turn the music down..