im feelin very good rite now..talkd ta a certain sumone tanite..n ii do believe that im fallin hard fer em..saw sick j.dubb *poor guy* hez hecka sick..tha hole tyme he wuz lyke mah head feels lyke itsa boilin water..but neway yah n we jammed out abit.!! still werkn on tha band stuff..lyke mah momma sayd..itsa werk n progress.! but neway..yah were ( Read more... )

..hm so bout mah last entry..ii need ta make sum changes..cuz ii talkd ta tha guy that ii fancy..n everything wuz better..that is a perfect example of how ii trip mahself out tho..neway so were good now..ii saw em on friday..n ii cudn breathe..ii never kno wut ta do wen hez around me..and ii am very ready fer this..which is very reassurin.!

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ii thot fer sure ii wuz ready fer this..

ii thot ii cud handle it..

the ups n downs

the turn arounds..

the hole messy bit..

but mayb im jus foolin mahself..

mayb ii need more werk then ii thot

mayb im jus kiddin mahself..

mayb im not as ready as ii thot...

BLAH..ii feel lyke krap..ii get too caught up n these things..ii get ahead of mahself.. ( Read more... )

sadd n badd moods are contagious..ii wuz n a hecka good mood..but now im jus..here..not good mood but not badd er sadd..tomorow will b tha hi-lite of mah weeknd..iv got church tomorow..plus ii din really do nuthin this weeknd..but ii do lyke church.! ii did find out sum good info today..sumone thanks im hott..eh..its always niice..but im nterestd n ( Read more... )

..as long as im breathin..its all good..

haven ritten n awhile..skool keeps me busy..but its been good.!! wen n babeysat taday only made 25 bucks..its not much but nethins better than ZeRo ii suppose.! nex week its 100..n ii don really have ta watch tha kidd..mah mom sayd shed do it so ii can go out since ii din do much ( Read more... )

so gladd im doin better..so yah.!! n ii figured tha im feelin two guys..well not to sure bout one but yah..neway hada good day at skool.!! so gladd tha now ii can b n a badd mood n go ta skool n it bcomes good..ii LoVe that.!! oOo n turns out tha ppl are askn where iv been..YAY ii feel so loved n aPPrEaCiaTeD..not ta sound consided er wutever.!! ( Read more... )

broken this fragile thing now

and i cant i cant pick up the pieces

yah. . .im still n love wit tha one ii cant have nemroe. . .its hard ta get over u. . .do u even care bout me nemore. . .theres so many questions that are left unanswered. . .if they were answered this wud b soo much more easier. . .ii jus wana talk ta u. . .ii atleas wan u n ( Read more... )

yah ii wana add a pic..but im not quite sure how to..so im kinda sadd bout tha..but ii have too much tyme on my hands once again..which really sux..cuz these are tha tymes that ii get lonely..

HoWeVeR..ii say this guys LJ..his namez JoSh..n hez krystianaz frend..he ntrigues me..BUT hez lyke n love wit her..hopefully he adds me tho so we can ( Read more... )

..im missn u every minute every second that goes by..ii hate that ur jus n my memories..ii need u here but have no choice..ur gone n theres nuthin ii can do..im miss u every minute every second that goes by..

feelin alittle alone..seperated..unloved..unwanted..this is wut happns when ii have tyme to feel these feelins that ii have..think ( Read more... )

hm..so yah tomorow is tha FirST DaY oF sKooL.!!!!!!! n im goin ta TriNiTy..but i still haven told all of mah frends tha im not guna b there..but i assum tha theyll get it wen im not on tha bus n wut not..er wen they call tha roll n im not there.!!! i mean im still guna go ta the football games..so its not lyke il drop frum tha face of tha earth.!! ( Read more... )