i get it. trust me, i really do. i know i suck at life, it's cool. i'm a shitty friend, shitty girlfriend, shitty sister/daughter... i suck.

and the closer it gets to march, the more and more i just want the fuck out of here. i hate it here.

and as i sit here crying right now... i just wish for a minute that anyone knew how i felt... because this ( Read more... )

slowly things are coming together for north carolina. scary really... leaving home, and not being just 9 miles away from mom and dad and everything that i know. everything familiar and safe. being in a completely new place not knowing anything or anyone. i think its going to be really good for me though... to get away from here. i'm so over ( Read more... )

i dont need this. all i need is us.

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i want to be 9 again. because everything was perfect when i was 9, and if it wasnt i didnt know any better. im so sick of life.

these past few months have been the best and worst of my life. i feel like i have been pushed to my emotional limits, im about to snap.

and then there's always that one person... ( Read more... )

Something in your eyes
Makes me want to lose myself
Makes me want to lose myself
In your arms…
There's something in your voice
Makes my heart beat fast
Hope this feeling lasts
The rest of my life
If you knew how lonely my life has been
And how long I've been so alone
And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along
And change my life the way you've done

It ( Read more... )

finally a moment to sit still and breathe. i cannot believe that it is almost june. 
wasn't new years eve like last week?!
so i feel like a pretty shitty friend lately, and i'm sorry to those of you that i never call, or never call back. 
i suck at this game. but its not something i do on purpose, and i havent forgotten about you.
you arent just ( Read more... )

it amazes me really.
how you can know someone forever.
and it turns out you never really knew them at all.
you know who you are.
i wish i could hate you.

i'm in love.

<3

" i thought we had something real"

"you're in control of my heart. and our future"

funny how you couldnt care before. now its all you do.

now do you understand why i am so fucking confused?

how can you go from... eh whatever i hate you... to oh i love you i need you.

stop fucking with my head.

i hate boys.

they are dumb.

i hate boys.
the end.

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