last chance..
anyone who wants to be a part of my life
in the new LJ
leave it here
its friends only

welll..
last day of summer
as of right now 
shitty as hell
fuckkkk offfff

im dont with this journal it has been nothing but a buncha bull shit

making a new one if anyone cares to be on it
LEAVE IT HERE
and i will add you
cus it will be
FRIENDS ONLY!

Yeah i think im actually happy i got that off my chest
maybe you'll think next  time you tell someone to go die
i mean im just thinking out loud
but if this is the way you want it
by all means..take it and run with it
but..
atleast i was honest
and i hope you you hurt me more than you will ever
fucking know!

And when you lose hope
It's hard to cope
Watching ( Read more... )

aww fuck off

fuck soccer

fuck me

fuck you

fuck

SO THE MOMENT YOU'VE BEEN WAITING FOR
THE SCHEDULE
1-FRENCH 2//ODOERFER
2-SEMINAR//BOGGIO
3-A.P GOVERNMENT//WELLES
4-GENERAL CHEM//VOYDANOFF
5-INDEPENDANT READING//KEVONIAN
6-ADVANCED ALGEBRA//FLORIO [NEED TO GET SWITCHED ASAP]
7-CREATIVE WRITING//NIMETY

SHITTY I KNOW IM SWITCHING SOME SHIT

LIKE CREATIVE WRITING AND THE CLASS WITH FLORIO

so band camp was fun 
i had a blast
pictures will be up soon

tomarrows registration
i cant believe im a junior

im glad lisa and i cleared things up
im trying to keep a distance 
so that we can hang out and be normal again

im not about to update really good so im gonna stop

its will be goos next time

promise

im upset
it shows
i havent slept in 3 days
urgh
sometimes shit happens..but i mean
i've never felt this bad about myself EVER
last night i cried and cried and cried
couldnt stop
everything i looked at reminded me of something and
i cried
i pretty much thought about EVERYTHING last night.
and i mean everything
it makes me wonder is anybody even listening?

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HEY YOU:
I'D THOUGHT MAYBE YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW YOU MAE ME CRY TODAY
RUINED MY PERFECT FUCKING DAY
THANKS
I HOPE YOU ENJOYED EVERY MINUTE OF IT

ON A LIGHTER NOTE
I KNOW  IM TEMPTED.
BUT I CANT HAVE IT
AND IT MAKES ME PISSED
I COULD HAVE HAD  IT AT ONE POINT
BUT TURNED IT DOWN FOR SOMEONE WHO BROKE MY HEART
IN PIECES
SUCHA DUMBASS RIGHT
YEAH 
CUS NOW YOUR HAPPY.

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I have to agree with Allie D on this one

I WANT MY BEST FRIEND BACK
SUCHA SHAME
i dont know if theres anything to say or better yet i dont know what to say;;
but i guess youre just dieing to see my face when you walk away..
Well you pretty much already have walked away. Thanks, i guess i loved you too:-\

YAY
band practice
[[ i guess ]]
but from 9-4
urgh $%@!