Depression ..

Dec 30, 2004 16:30

I don't know how his came about .. or when .. just all of the sudden today I felt really depressed.I have cut a few times..but only when I messed up on a fast or something .. to punish myself.I felt like cutting really bad..but I didn't.Looking in the mirror made me cry.I'm not kidding.I'm trapped in this horrible body.I hate myself so much.I took ( Read more... )

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violent_justine December 31 2004, 00:20:47 UTC
aw...(((hug)))
it's good you didn't cut again. i self-injure too, and i know how hard it can be to resist doing it sometimes.
i hope you feel better soon. :/ <333

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thnx xofreekaleekox5 December 31 2004, 03:18:53 UTC
actually that cheered me up .. but then later on it got worse..my dad made me feel like a loser and a failure.He picked me up from a friends when I was suppose to sleep over..to be mean of course..and he yelled at me the whole way home about how i wasn't good for anything..ugh.long story short : hes an asshole.

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