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Alot of shit has happened since I last updated in THIS journal.Now I always update in my fake happy person journal.I ran away with two friends..got caught..moved..yeah.It was crazzy..Now I've gained alot of weight .. and im depressed.I'm determined to lose it though.I have to !! I will .. starting now .. I know this seems dumb..but I realized I am ( Read more... )

Track was good today.I'm really doing good.Today Tarah didn't go to school ( one of my best friends.. ) she got into it with her mom last night while I was there..and sort of took off.Her mom had been drinking..but she took me home.She didn't care where Tarah was , or what she was doing..which was weird ( Read more... )

So happy about how track worked out for me !! I made a new friend .. she's nice .. and cool and we're so much alike that it scares me . heehee.I'm deffinatly having an "up moment" Which is awesome.I really like track and I am almost garunteed a sopt on either jv or varsity ( Read more... )

Hmmm.. this weekend was fun.Time to get real though.Track conditioning starts tommorow at 2:30 .. and I've been jogging and running every night to prepare for about a week now.I'm so nervous/excited.Nervous; bcuz I'm not a track runner.I know nothing about it.And I am pretty sure they'll b competition.And idk ANYONE who's gonna do it with me.Maybe ( Read more... )

The other day in second period .. I wasn't really listening to the announcements..but for some reason the girls voice caught my attention when she said "Track conditioning starts next monday !! Be on the track at 2:00 with your papers " I decided to walk to the atheletic office and get the forms..and none of my friends wanted do it with me .. so ( Read more... )

alot of drama is going on right now.Alot.People think I can handle it , but honestly I can't.I get stressed n when I get stressed .. bad things happen.Ugh.I hate to do this.I really do.People have no idea what kind of affect they have on me...

In less than a half-hour , i'll be back in school.The holidays are over ( Read more... )

I don't care if i'm about to pass out . . the plan is going in affect as of RIGHT now ( Read more... )