been a while....some going ons have gone on...been seeing greg for like ( Read more... )

update on my life

• not going to spring thing almost broke my heart
• prom was good-painful dress and painful shoes were bad, table and dancing was cool, drinking even  better.
• my belly button is now pierced
• marlton diner with greg
  
• picked up barrie at spirng thing and saw everyone, congrats board ( Read more... )

i was reminded once again why i dont rely on people. i only get my ( Read more... )

im sorry to the readers that arent on my friends list. i went back to using friends only becuase of certain names im using and i dont want drama. so if you want to be added let me know and you will be added so you can read my entries

i wish for one day that i could stop feeling.im going to explode.and i cant take this anymore.i need to get away, far away, to a place where i can forget for jsut one second whats going on in my head.

for so long we get told what to do, how to do it, when to do it, and why or why not to do it. it gets to the point where we forgetwhat we're doing and just listen. we stop thinking. we stop reasoning ( Read more... )

does anyone know how to get the pixels down in a picture, i cant get one to fit onto my lj picture

i feel like crap.i think im getting a sinus infection. here is what makes me really realize im sick. when food has no appeal to me. ha. today i did an ab workout it made me feel accomplished.my dad told me i need to lose a few pounds.awesome.mom came back with shes fine, she looks fine, leave her alone. ps shes afraid, deathly afraid of an eating ( Read more... )

im at beckys now...shes studying and i should be writing my essay but im not.stupid.senioritis.got a bunch of cds to copy yay :) i have a nice boyfriend and best friend....hmm also got a good book..ahhhh so much to read right now...hmm not much to say.latin dinner was fun.wow inappropriateness.hehe.ok im in a surpirsingly good mood.not.normal.for. ( Read more... )

halfdays make me smile.mandarin makes my tummy full. naps make me feel better.  perspective makes me frown."giving things time" makes my tummy flipfloppy.  invisiblness makes me feel worse.  i was never good at the perspective thing.  i cant see what other people see. im impatient.  thats me, accept it.

ps. i dread goign to school each day.  ps i ( Read more... )