wow  so i havnt written in this thing in such a long time.. college is great soo much better than freakin highschool but i wuld def go back well i kinda only think that way now  because i have sooooooooo much homework,.,, i never thought i wuld see this much homework in the first 2 weeks of school ( Read more... )

IM LEGALL BITCHES todays my 18 birthday =)

i am sooo fucking over everything and everyone!
i feel like my whole fucking life is comming down on me all @ once...

well to start off this past weekend i was completly bared out and higher then shit,, and thats not me and its not who i am i hate beeing like that... and its all due to a certain one person...

well i go and get my car washed friday ( Read more... )

soo today was my first therepy meeting... 
and considaring im not 18 yet my paretns still have complete access to my files soo i cant rele say shit till legal and thats in 23 more days!!!!! but the appointment went ok.. im kinda scared to go back cuz im afraid of what the outcome on shit might turn out to be... 
but on a happier note.. i got to see ( Read more... )

soo i dont even know where to start ( Read more... )

sooo i dont even knnow y i botherd..

i just have a few things to say to a certain asshole..

u hurt me sooo much more than words can even describe.. 
i honestly to god started to fall in love u with u from the bottom of my heart regardless that we wernt dating.. but i hate u sooo much for this im in soo much pain that u cant even imagine cuz ur such ( Read more... )

okk sooo today just sucked all together completly ( Read more... )

FUCK YOU IS ALL I HAVE LEFT TO SAY TO U

sooooo today was a long and memorable day lol ( Read more... )

soo fuck all this stupid shit.. my senior year is over and im suposed to be sooo happy but im not and i wuld give anything to be. i wish i wasnt hurting and i wish i wasnt soo upset ( Read more... )