You know what I hate even more than not being happy? I hate when people talk about you like you're not there when you can easily hear what they are saying and blaming your unhappiness on everything but what it really is. I'm so angry right now on top of my sadness. Everytime I go crazy, I go for a run, so after school I went for a run. I come back ( Read more... )

I'm completely jumbled right now. There's no other way to describe it then jumbled. I have no idea who my friends are anymore, where my life is going, I've lost all sense of direction. I'm just lost. I need some directions, I need April 1st to come so I know what i'm doing with my life. o yeah, a prom date would be nice too

It's really cold. I hate the cold, absolutely hate it. Another thing I hate, SCHOOL. It has become so boring, pointless, and blah. The only class worth any of my time is AP history and even that class is redundant to say the least. Now I know why High School is four years...because if it were more than that people would go absolutely insane. I want ( Read more... )

Senior year has become completely uncool and i'm most definitly disappointed. Everything was going so well, everyone was finally just real chill and then boys come into the picture and kapow, there goes the friendships. I hate when my friends get boyfriends. It kills everything. I don't want to sound like a jealous bitch because if they are happy, ( Read more... )

So i'm listening to James Blunt right now... you're beautiful, and it's making me terribly emotional. Ugh. It just makes me think and stuff. I want someone for me, to tell me i'm beautiful, to fill the void of teenage love i've been missing since like high school. I'm sick of pretending i'm the girl that can handle it all, that doesn't need a ( Read more... )

Tommorrow is new years eve. As of a right now i have absolutely no plans. That does not make me happy. I need to figure out something fast.

I don't belong here. End of story.

1) Was 2005 a good year for you ( Read more... )

I need to start being a real senior and actually work on my college applications and get them done as opposed to taking them out of their folder staring at them for 5 mintues,being in denail about the fact that i am graduating,and then putting them back for another day. it is december 12 and i have no applications completely finished.....gahh what ( Read more... )

last night owned.like completely owned.i love nights with m j god. i love having those "senior moments"...is that what we are calling it? tomm's monday..ehh i'm actually in some strange out there way looking forward to school