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[xokabiexo]

what the hell am i supposed to do now?
you love me too late.
am i going to fall for this again?
i want to.
i want to be able to.
but my head is screaming at my stupid, foolish heart.
stupid, foolish you.

"and if you say this makes you happy,
then I'm not the only one lying."

i wish i had the words, but i just don't even know what to think or feel

Comments

try this.

[veritableverity]

1. stop saying foolish

Re: try this.

[xokabiexo]

i don't know if those have ever lined up as they're supposedly supposed to for me :) i miss you david. like really miss you. like haven't talked to you, have no idea what's going on in your life, saw a picture of you and the boys yesterday and truly miss you. we still haven't gotten back up to my cabin (i haven't even been up there with my family in years!) which majorly bums me out. i still want to know you. and thank you.

[leaping_spirits]

i vote just say no and wait for your heart to recover, achieve your reconciliation that way.

just because any guy who's made you feel like this so many times ... it's unacceptable.

you are too amazing to be treated like a throwaway.

[xokabiexo]

i vote i'm trying to switch my shift for next saturday so i can go see you in milwaukee...there's no way i'm willing to miss that! :) it's been far too long cyn...but we've been through worse i have faith in us. love you.

[karigray]

duuuuuuude. november 16th. milwaukee nintendo fusion tour. i have no idea what the distance is like between milwaukee and madison, but i hope i get to see you at some point when i'm out there!

[xokabiexo]

oh man, i was going to go to that!! its at the rave right? i was going to go, but i was going to go with ryan, and i'm not sure thats a good idea, but now you're going!!! so i HAVE to go cuz i HAVE to see you :) i'll see what i can do as far as getting off work and everything...oh i hope it works out!

[evaschwartz]

Me, Ryne and my cousin are going. We're driving out there, so if something else doesn't work out, you can come with us! It's at the Eagles Ballroom. Come. Please?

[xokabiexo]

i'm trying to get off life so i can go! :) i'll let you know for sure. i know far too few good music fans...it's rather depressing. poor form madison, poor form.