Its Friday Night... Or I GUESS its Saturday Morning. Still, I've been sick for about a week or so now, and its rediculous. The most Painful time i've experienced in a WHILE!... i just needed drugs all week, nothing helped either, i havent slept and i havent eaten, too bad i feel like i've actually GAINED weight. how fuckin fabulous right? yeah i ( Read more... )

the ONE fuckin thing i hate the most is when I make plans.... get alll excited... spend HOURS gettin ready... then the people never fucking call you to go out... UGHHHH im soo fuckin pissed off right now... dont talk to me all week about going out and partying.. unless you actulaly want to go out.. turning your phone off is just an ASSHOLE thing to ( Read more... )

So Yeah.. big News... Im Knocked up ( Read more... )

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Too Sad For Hollywood

let me be
is what you said to me
as i sat down

there are things that you couldn't ever dream to understand

so just lock up as you leave

a movie scene from the cheapest screens in town

fed up
cut it
this scene is way too
dramatic for me

so shut up
your tongue has slapped his face
too many times

to be anything
but mad ( Read more... )

MATCHBOOK ROMANCE LYRICS

"Your Stories, My Alibis"

speak to me
tell me something so typical
a lullaby or something miserable
that will keep me up at night

cross out my eyes
i know you planned it
you know i love you
and i can't stand it
we just lost control

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Im NOT in a good mood... although I'm slackin in school...sick... alone.... and dreading the holidays... the rain just put more emphasis on the way I've been feeling lately. Smoking a cig outside class today turned into the deepest flow of thoughts I've had in a while... with every drop of rain splashing, creating puddles.... I would think about ( Read more... )

Everyday I wake up, thinking I'll feel differntly about him, but no. the same overwelming feeling sends shivers up my spine. Whenever I think about him, his voice, his smile, his hugs... I get so flustered. My heart beats far too fast, and I'm unable to speak... I just look @ him and wonder why he's doing this to me. Then a rush of sadness rushes ( Read more... )