People deceive to much...dont trust anyone i figured out no matter what any one says u cant trust any one because they can be tellin u one thing and some one else something else.....i want out of this whole renee maggie kate and jessie drama i dont care anymore i just want out because it gets u no where........

I hate mylife and i hate myself.....i always ruin every good thing that comes my way and i can never be good enough for anyone ( Read more... )

awesome nite last nite i couldnt ask for a better one i ended up goin out after i kept tellin beth no and met guy...guy is so amazing i spent all day with him and we just cuddled i think i may have a new boyfriend yess i am so happy again...

well i am tired emotionally and physically...i am such a bad person i have feelings for my best friends ex he is so sweet and so nice and so cute gooddddd he is so perfect for me and i cant have him....i dunno i just cant take this anymore i am so tired and i am so hurt and other things i dunno i just want to feel secure again and stop crying i ( Read more... )

well i am in kinda a pissie mood dont ask why i think its because i hate stacey bush and nick will be gettin the internet this weekend and of course she will probally be on his nuts and if thats the case than i will just say fuck both of them because stacey is a two cent whore who fucks everything in site not to mention the whole baseball team she ( Read more... )

time to update the old journal...well tonite is the formal i kinda wanted to go but i am not soo ya....instead me mallory and laura are goin out to hang out with some people and maybe go to the movies i hope i dunno....i have really been missing nick lately and i dont know why but i think that is why ia m not goin to formal because i dont want to ( Read more... )

well my day was okay....Jessy is mad at me even tho she told me she wasnt i hate when people call me lame i wasnt trying to be lame and i said i was srry and i dont know what elese i can do i guess nothin i dunno.....i guess i am back to bein lame

Hey its me well i should be at the falloutboy show to nite with jessy but i am not because of stupid reasons go figure...nothing ever works out for me...good news everyone knows the truth bout renee now!!!woop woop

well i guess peoples tru colors do show after time! yesyes well i am goin to jail not really lol but i thouhgt i was goin to woop wooop.Fall out boy with jessy!!!fun times well life is good right now April 8th south carolina here i come....yes only bad thing is i need a prom date hmmm hopefully i find someone soon!!!

Hey everyone i am back in action! WEll yesterday i went to the mall with jessy and i feel really bad because she is really awesome we are goin to the fall out boy concert together! cant wait.. today i am goin to get my hair cut then ia m goin to apply for a job at bob evans wish me luck!!! I got my new tatoo it kicks ass and hurts like a bitch ( Read more... )