no more bullshit i am not playin the little games anymore...sometimes i guess i am wrong about people srry u know who u r...turned out u r a really kool person

hey everyone it is the day after my surgery and i feel like poop....no one even seems to care that i have not called anyone in like three days its all good i guess...so whats on my agenda today prolly just sit at home alone and be in pain yeah i guess i am pretty lame awell what can u do

hmmmm....i find it so funny when guys dont talk to u until they want something and then when u dont give that to them they get mad lol....do u ever feel like ppl are changin without u thats how i feel today...like i am changing to but i dunno sometimes i feel like me and ppl are on a different page and i just wish i can be onthe same page... ( Read more... )

yeah today was pretty rockin didnt have to go to school because my mom messed up the time some waylol rock for me....i got to see my shizzle and have a nice heart to heart those are always nice and now i am gettin ready for bed...i have my surgery this weekend and i am scared to death wish me luck...other than that nothing has really happened....

welll i had to get up at the but crack of dawn this morning boy did that suck and i had a boring and depressed nite last nite....my renee was having problems and i was trapped at my house....i told chris not to call me but now i miss him and i want him to call me and i dont know what to do.....i guess i really am becoming emo sad lonely and ( Read more... )

Godd i am so mad right now...my stupid computer had to go and die on me once again....sometimes i really dont understand myself everyone always says i am so funny and i dont even try i think tonite i said the funniest thing i think i have said yet this is how it went renee:i should be the virgin mary for halloween and u should be jesus me: i dont ( Read more... )

hey people this is xokrissytorcher well last nite was okay except for chris is a dick.....ahhhh ty i want him!!!lol... my renee could of died last nite and i wouldnt of even know goddd some friend i am .....hmmm well maybe today we will go to cicis today i dunno.....less than a month till gay porn fest 2004!!!!woop woop!!!!

penis wrinkle.....yeah i am at renees house just chillen like that freakin villan that i am...um i am not jabaa i am batman get it straight or else...justin freaakin hochevar needs to fuckin die right now and i wouldnt even be sad..... piss off...phelicia piss off bitch ur such a poser...xorenee hero ur my best friend duhhhh and i dont ever know ( Read more... )

I just got home from work it was good and i dont have to work till monday woop woop....Right now i am just sittin around thinkin mainly bout a dream that renee had bout me dying or something and of course about my future hubby lol j/k and bout nick..it is so easy to be mean to him but at the same time it tears me apart...how do u act like u dont ( Read more... )

Ahhh godd i feel like such an ass hole....i hardly have any time for my best friend something always comes up but i promise renee i will make it up to u thanku for being such a good friend and being so understand thats why ur my shizzle...best friends forever and i cant be elvis in the wedding!!!! thanks once again for being such an awesome friend ( Read more... )