Wow. I can't believe it's been almost a year since I've written in here. I remember the old Livejournal days. It's weird looking back at this journal and seeing how much I've changed.. I don't even know why I'm updating this, but I am. Well. Since my last entry. I've fucked up. I've gotten back on my feet and had new experiences. I've gained and ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in here in a seriously long time, so I guess I will. Hmph, I pretty much only use my private Blurty these days. So yeah. I don't want to go to school tomorrow, but I have to. Yeah, I had this journal for a really long time, and I kind of abandoned it, but whatever. There's some things in my life that people don't need to know. The ( Read more... )

13 days until my birthday :) how cute. Nothing much has been going on at all. I just felt like updating. In case anyone out there reads this. Um, I had dance before, and my hands are sticky, and I just at tons of food, like always. Someday, I'll be 400 pounds :P Rawr.

So I'm pretty happy for a dumb reason right now =)But that's good cause I haven't had a happy entry in here in a while. Welll. I'm leaving for PA in like an hour =/ Ehh. I don't really wanna go for the whole weekend because we have 4 days off, but whatever. At least it's not like some random weekend, because other people will be going away too. ( Read more... )

FUCK EVERYONE including me.

Why can't I ever just be happy for people? Like, as soon as something good happens to somebody else I automatically get this pit like where I guess my heart would be.... can that even happen? Isn't your heart hurting just an expression? Well, I guess I'm just a terrible person. I am happy for her, I really am but can't I ever be happy for myself ( Read more... )

Hm, I haven't updated this thing in a while. Well, let's see. There's not much stuff that I'd like to share with the world right now... so. Yesterday, I really wanted to go to Prince of Peace, ahem... and Britt wanted to go to the mall really bad, so being the good friend that I am, I went to the mall. And it was lameee. Well I mean my friends were ( Read more... )

I hate how my feelings change from one minute to the next. One minute I'm perfectly happy, and the next I'm upset. This always happens... I'm like uncontrollable. So today I went to Fright Fest with a bunch of poeple.... yeah it was pretty fun. I don't feel like going into detail though. We went on no rides,and it wasn't even scary. Soooo, I guess ( Read more... )

Wow, the most insane night ever. So I'm at the mall with Nikki and people, and we're walking towards the middle, near the fountain, when all of a sudden, all these people go running past us. And they're like smiling & stuff so we're just like, okay whatever, they're just being retarted. So we keep walking and all of a sudden seriously, the whole ( Read more... )

I'm updating this because I haven't in a while. But everything I have to say is really going into my private journal, not this one. So.. I went to the mall tonight with a lot of people and it was semi-fun. I got to see people, but by the end I just wanted to go home. Except when we went outside. Honestly, if everyone just hung out outside the whole ( Read more... )