I've had the same bulletin board hanging in my room since freshman year. I wrote the date on it the night I made colorguard. Tonight I went through dozens and dozens of pictures trying to decide which ones will go on my new college bulletin board. There's one of our boys at homecoming and the girls at prom. There's one from when the four senior ( Read more... )

I could feel the pressure against my chest. I could feel my breathing getting louder. Another panic attack for another night. They say its unhealthy to take a pill everyday. I'm pretty sure its unhealthy to stop breathing too. Afterward though, I took a deep breathe and went back to work. Somewhere between the crying outside of Bucks and mudding ( Read more... )

Today I asked something as simple as can I go to band camp and visit? And I can't because I have to clean, oh yeah and high school's over. Well parents, if high school's so over, then why do I still have a midnight curfew? And its not about going back to high school. Its about spending time with my friends. Ya know those people that I won't see ( Read more... )

Tonight I was going through some stuff I kept from school and came across an editoral that I wrote at the end of the year. Mrs. B didn't really approve so I thought I threw it away and forgot about it. Tonight I found it and thought I would share what I wrote with some special people ( Read more... )

Since most of us are about to leave for college, I thought I would give my personal advice on the whole "parting" thing. You can comment if you think I'm wrong, but I promise these are things that no one will say but everyone talks about. And please, be careful.

My 5 Simple Rules To Going Out

1. There is no actually guest list and if there is, don' ( Read more... )

So I really really sick. I serioulsy could've thought I was dying I felt so bad this morning. Yesturday I didn't get out of bed the entire day. I went to the doc today with a 103.7 temp and they told me I have sist (sp?) on my throat. If it doesn't go away in two days I have to have a laser take it out. Sounded painful to me too. Because I have ( Read more... )

This could possibly be the longest day of my life. I woke up this morning wondering when I would ever see Tyler again.. I mean besides the Alabama Auburn came months from now. And then I got a call from Ponder telling me we can't be together anymore. I'm stuck living with this volleyball playing girl from who knows where in an ALL GIRL DORM. I ( Read more... )

I thought breaking up would make it easier on both of us. We wouldn't have to worry about fighting all the time or working to much. We wouldn't have to worry about spending to much time with our friends and not enough time with each other. I wouldn't be scared of when you moved. We could enjoy each other without all these silly worries ALL THE TIME ( Read more... )

From Jan. 23 of my own diary ( Read more... )

If I'm making the right decision, then why does it hurt so much?