I have been waiting for the right time to do this. Finally deal with my life, try to put it behind me, reflect on what i've been through and of course cry my eyes out. Where do I even begin? I thought maybe it would be better for me to not discuss the past, but instead focus on who I am now because of it, but I don't want to deny myself the feeling ( Read more... )

there are so many things running around inside my head, and i need to get them down and sort them out before i can move on with my life. its been about 3 weeks since i broke up with chip, and its been the most frustrating 3 weeks of my life. i tried to fight him off the best that i could, but i often fell into traps of familiarity and feelings of ( Read more... )

There are 6 billion people out there in the world and one of them is meant to be yours. one of those people will complete you and make u feel whole in all aspects of your life. It is hard to lose one of those people. It is never easy to end a relationship no matter the length or the circumstances on which it ended. I need to vent about my end. I ( Read more... )

this is a little late, but it needs to be done ( Read more... )

I speak Life ( Read more... )

i have been destroyed over the past year. thats honestly the best way and only way to put it. i have been ripped of any hint of self that i used to have and it has been replaced by nothing. i am an empty vessel wandering in search of a place to just stop and relax for a while. i have been searching for a place to find myself, to take a breath, to ( Read more... )

one day there will be a place for me. it may take years to find it, but i know that i will one day smile and mean it. until then, i will continue to exist, unhappy and lifeless, but hopeful.

i love sitting alone in my room on a friday night with a pounding headache listening to the sounds of drunk people running around. i cant help but wonder if the laughs and screams i hear are genuine. maybe they are really happy or maybe they resort to shots every weekend to escape some sort of emptiness. in reality, i just want to know that i'm not ( Read more... )

school has been pretty crazy...major adjustments in my life. too much to talk about right now...but i want to introduce you to my new boyfriend ( Read more... )

everything is so unfamiliar. this town doesnt seem right anymore. for some reason, i'm finding it hard to call home. maybe its because they say home is where the heart is, and my heart is scattered across the country with the people the mean the most to me. saying goodbye is like reopening the deepest wounds, only to realize that they will never ( Read more... )