god i am so pissed off. i was supposed to work tonight and my "manager" said oh i got someone to fill in your place even though i didnt ask for the day off. wtf.... i mean i am planning on moving out at the end of may and they wont even give me fucking 3 days a week. i hate this job. i am getting a new job by tomorrow. fuck them!!! ahhhh.....

well last night was so much fun wit you homewood girls. i know it didnt come out exactly how we planned but over all just riden around was a blast. I know i can be a smartass and im sorry if that ever makes you mad. But we should do it more often.

it hurts b/c i know he loves me
it hurts b/c i know we cant be together now
it hurts b/c im scared we will grow into something different
my heart hurts

well i havnt updated in i dont rememeber how long. But thanx to one friend (Miss.Lauren Hallmark) i have decided to write. thanx....i respect you more than you know, and your way behond your years ( Read more... )

i have not updated this thing in like 6 months. but i thought sense school is about to start i would start writing more too. my schedule kicks ass!!! i have for electives. i am takin broadcasting and we get to go to L.A. in january. i have had a great summer!!! i found a new little click of friends and we hang out all the time. me, lissa, jack, ( Read more... )

i havnt written in a while. but life is going ok. god has led me to a family at my church. the wife of my youth minister went through the same things i did as a child. its great for me to talk to someone about it. chris was there and it was over all just to have him there for support. after we went to his house and just talked. it was great, it ( Read more... )

wow the first night iv been out in ohhhh 2 months!!!! friday night was wonderful. we couldnt spend valentines together so we went out yesterday. chris brought me flowers and a card, and we went to stix for dinner. dinner was wonderful and the convo was even better! we went to c along came polly and it was really cute. then i met his friend bryan ( Read more... )

wow its a friday night and i am sitting her at home alone!!! ahhhhh i wish i could go out with my firends. but yet again i am grounded.


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i dont even know what to right. my life is so boring. i have been kept in this house for so long. u know when u go out, there are no parents and you feel soo free for even a couple hours. mine are constantly there. when im talking to a guy..... whoooohooo there they are. when i want to be alone, oh shit there they are again! i feel like im in a ( Read more... )

i feel so blahhhhh.. im not happy or sad, and im not depressed. i am just here... is this possible??? i am ready to grow up and get out of here.