so jeff is keeping us all updated on myspace on how augustin is doing so here is the first one ( Read more... )

so augustin oficailly left massachusettes today. its really sad but i know that i have my friends here to help me through it and keep my mind off of him. i know i cant just sit and dwell on the fact that hes gone and stuff so im really going to try not to. i will miss him a lot though but hopefully this time will fly by. jeff is going to be ( Read more... )

so yeah tonight is augustins going away party. its going to be sad but so much fun. im really going to miss him. i hope the next 6 months fly by. this really really sucks that hes leaving. the past couple of months have gone by so fast. it doesnt seem like he should be leaving this soon. im really going to miss him.

so i came home sick from school today.....i hate being sick.....i was changing my away message online and augustin imed me......he wanted to come over for a quick sec to show me something so i was like w/e sure. he came over in his military outfit :'( it was sad......im gonna miss him....but let me tell u he looks good in uniform and i do like a ( Read more... )

sorry i was in a bad mood when i posted the fu augusitn ( Read more... )

FUCK YOU AUGUSITN RICHARD BOUTELLE!!!!!!

i miss him. its really hitting me that hes leaving in less than a month and it sucks. he let me go so it would hurt less but now it just hurts more b/c i dont have this time to spend with him b4 he leaves.

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so im starting to feel better. im seeing that im smiling more and crying less so thats good. we just got back to school so it isnt going to bad. my true friends are helping me out and letting me know its okay and will all be great. i dont find myself ever anymore thinking about augustin dying while he is in the national gaurd for his many years ( Read more... )

yeah so tonight is going to suck.....i mean i have never gotten a kiss at midnight and i thought this year would be different but nope. i guess i just fucked up again, as usual, and i will not be getting on unless for some meraculous reason augustin or someone decides that they wanna see me and give me a midnight kiss. but i highly doubt it. i ( Read more... )

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!

I HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GREAT DAY.....AND THAT YOU ARE ALL SAFE. ILL TALK TO YOU SOMETIME LATER.....I GOT SOME UPDATES I NEED TO DO