i fucking hate my life and everything in it. i give up on all of it. i try so hard to make everything work and just to be happy and no matter what i do it never ever works. i always fail. i hate my life. i really really do. i just dont know what to do anymore ( Read more... )

well lately i realized that i have been having good and bad days. today was a bad day. i mean i suppose that it shouldnt have been and its my own fault but o well. i mean i am used to having a guy that im always with or always talking to and when we are together always holding hands and stuff and its not like that with augustin. like i dunno ( Read more... )

Christmas Stuff ( Read more... )

last night was so fun. i mean we didnt get to spencer on time so we didnt get to see thier routine but the car ride was so fun, even though we got lost. lol. it was a blast. we talked and danced and had fun. and the gas station, lol, that was a lot of fun. thanks guys you are all so great. i love you

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Augustin is now offically a member of the army reserver national gaurd ( Read more... )

The Keys to Your Heart
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so yeah augustin is taking his A.S.V.A.B. test today for the national gaurd. it really sucks. i mean its my own fault when i get hurt b/c i am the one who decided to persure something with him even though he warned me that he would be leaving so i cant really say ne thing or do ne thing about it. it just really sucks b/c so much stuff has ( Read more... )

I GOT A CELL PHONE!!!! AUGUSTIN GAVE IT TO ME!!!! NUMBER IS 1-978-413-6241. SO YEAH U CAN CALL ME. NE WAY IM IN SCHOOL :-( PEACE OUT

HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!