note to self.

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im addicted ( Read more... )

so next time just rip my heart out and throw it on the ground.
stomp on it and yell at it. scream at it if u would like.
tell it how much you hate it. and how much u cant stand it.

then pick it up and say sorry to it. cry to it. cry about it.
then put it back into my chest.

im sure it will keep beating

where the fuck have u been ( Read more... )

so ive been having these crazy reality checks and like head trips about anything and everything.

i want to study the mind.
maybe i could get payed to have my mind studied and researched.

haha someones been talking about me.

oooooooo my.

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i can feel my life changing.
its been a week.
that long already?
is that even considered long?
im not used to this.

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i talked to angelica on the phone last night when i was kinda high ( Read more... )

my mind is more plentifull high ( Read more... )