where do i begin..
first off lets start out at the fact that my super cool journal that no one can read is now packed away in a box wuth the rest of my belongings. in the slight chance that we are moving.. well we are but just not yet. we havent got the keys to our brand new house that no one has ever lived in. if walls could talk it would tell my ( Read more... )

how many things can go wrong.. well with all the guys in my life. where do i start? my brother is leaving for the marines october 16. i hate it im selfish and dont want him to leave my boyfriend doesnt understand what im going through and he sint any help with it at all. he wishes his sister was dead. but he tries so thas all that counts. i have ( Read more... )

do you ever feel as if every thing around you at any moment can turn out to be the one big fat lie. a seam that is ready to be pulled at any moment. when one thing has been said another lie has been covered up ( Read more... )

so you know graduation is soon!! finally a long over due drawn out fout years that will be shortly over in about a week! umm.. i have a boyfriend if you didnt know. his name is luke, and hes amaizing. haha. so i guess life has been ok. leaving out some minor details. you know we all have them. so yeah i think thats about it ( Read more... )

i farted on my boyfriend last night for the fisrt time.... he laughed and said its a break through in our realationship.
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wowo its been such a long time since ive been on here i dont even know if any one pays attetion to my ugly page (that i dont know how to fix) well lets see me and luke have been going out for about four months now. i havent done anything to make him really mad so this one must be good.. im still living with my brother and sister-in-law its pretty ( Read more... )

why is it that no matter what happens the one person you love could kill you and you would save their ass and say it was an accident.

my new job is awaome x's 500004497298716484857893745488 and then some. the manager there is soo cool. we were all takling about drinking and crap. hes a gangsta. everyone there is really nice except for adam and jen. adam is cool but like in a jack ass kind of way. lets put it this way im never bored with him. but jen i dont know about her. i ( Read more... )

when i was at chases house last night wer had a big ass discusion on how i look hella inocent!! he said that when he first met me he thought that i was a good girl bla bla. when brandon first met me he said that he thought i was some emo chick that never did anything wrong and hated guys he thought that i was like VIRGIN marry and shit!! haha ( Read more... )

the other night the radio was on and my nephew listen to that hip hop stuff ahaha i sound like a geezer. well i heard something about a new underage night club comming out. all of the girls at work listen to that music. so we decided that a bunch of us should go dancing the only thing is that i cant find the name of the place or what station it was ( Read more... )