i just got off of the phone with my mom. its hard to be away from her. she isnt the greatest mom in the whole world. but she sure dose make things funner than cheryl. i really miss my brother. i hate to be away from him ists like another jessica. that sux. well she said she called child protective sevices. my dad is maiking me come back to the ( Read more... )

Maybe there is some thing that has been bothering me... yesterday i wasnt feeling too good. chris thought that i was mad at him. i've been really tired lately, for no reason. I was thinking that i need to start esxercising but that might not be it. what if it's something more than that. what if its me? What if it's this whole being away from my ( Read more... )

yesterday me and chris went to arizona just to get a hamburger. hahaha. we went to have what-a-burgerd. It was the shit. them we went to a bowling ally and i wooped his ass too the first game i beat him by 4 points. then the next game he had like 34 and i had like 98 or something like that. it was nice being stuck in a car for 4 hours talk to him. ( Read more... )

i have to go to my house today. i really dont want to. but i need to get some things. (baby i love you so much -chris-). anyways. i really dont want to see cheryl. shes a whore. monday me and my dad have to do some errons ( Read more... )

every thing is kinda shitty. I dont live at my house any more i'm staying at my brothers place. Me and my woinderfull stepmom got into it again. This time she went too far so i'm not going back. My mom moved to texas over winter break. They had a good christmas. It snowed! I only talk to my dad when he calls. I thought he was going to look for an ( Read more... )

Jess called this morning. It makes it so much easyer when I get to talk to her. I dont miss her as much when I hear from here. hahaha Ive only been gone fot like two days. I know its cliche but to give you a picture, imagine that your maiking a puzzel. Its one of those cute ones with the little kids in black and white. All that is in color are ( Read more... )

I HATE LIVING HERE.

The week before i went to washington i was thinking that you know everything was going really well. then my mom decides that she wants to leave to texas. with my brother. thats a heart jerker for ya. I go to washington have the best week ever then i come home to absolutly nothing. wahooo thats fun.

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I've been getting into the whole artsy thing. Some of the things I have seen are realy good. These are some underground artist that I have my eye on.

Sas Christian


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today feels to be really long. All I want to do is to lay in my bed (with my brand new tedybear from chris) and do abosolutly nothing. But no I have to do my homework and wash my clothes. I telling ya i think that they should buy me some more clothes so I dont have to worry about laundry for a while. They didnt like that idea all that too well. go ( Read more... )