I've decided that I'm going to start using this journal again because myspace is getting old and its really not that kind of thing, in my opinion.so its been a while and a lot of shit has been going on.Jake and me broke up but i feel kind of relieved in a way, i really didn't need all that bullshit. I started to like matthew, his cousin, but now im ( Read more... )

Nothing really has been going on. School is school, nothing new there. My weekends have become extremly boring anymore, to the point where I'd rather be in school for seven days a week. This kid is confusing as all hell and its very disappointing. I want to be with bezel right now, but i dont think its going to happen. :[ now im sad and I dont want ( Read more... )

Whoa! has it been a while or what? Nothing too exciting has been going on, right now i'm really sick. I have strep throat, mono, and tonsilitis, sorry if i spelt them wrong but quite frankly i dont give a damn :].. I've only been in school a total of 10 days or so and school has been in for like two or three weeks, yeah it deff sucks. I cant go ( Read more... )

saturday, let's see i woke and got dressed and all that wondeful jazz then my parents informed me that they were going up north. Great! SO i was going to go to my grandma's but no one on that side of town that interests me was going to be around so i passed on that. I sat home with my wonderful brother, we sat in different rooms all night and went ( Read more... )

Its been a while, so i'll just give the four one one on these past few days.Thursday,came home from school and made plans with mirissa to go to the football game, but i supposebly never asked if i could go so my dad wouldnt let me leave and I sat at home and watched my two little cousins ally and claire for the night. BORING!Went to bed pretty late ( Read more... )

lately, thing's have been so damn confusing, my life has had lots of ups and downs since my birthday..too much crap has been going on and its much too complicated to explain in here.two entries back is how i still kind of feel today, it miserable, i dont want school to start, too much drama is involved with it and im not so interested in going back ( Read more... )

happy birthday to me cha cha cha!! I'm finally the sweet sixteen, cha cha cha !! ♥ ♥

Happy Birthday To ME!!

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

 I'm warning you this is going to be worded extremely different than how I usually talk, but if you dont like it don't read my shit.

I use to be good at communicating with my inner being but ever since I started crying over stupid petty fights it feels like there is a gouging aching hole in my chest. I've never found it this hard to understand ( Read more... )

credit to:bowie_chick  for the layout <33

TwosDay- me and jake broke up =[ <|3.. that was a bummer indeed, but he didn't make much sense on how he did it. He says there's still feelings for me but yet, he broke up with me! Funny thing is it wasn't like we were dating for 2 years and not even 2 months try 2 weeks. . so I sat there and asked myself why would he do that after asking me out ( Read more... )