5 months in

[xonexhopex]

ironically enough, things were so much simpler , albeit in certain areas, when i had my fallback "just get fucked up enough and you'll be somewhere different". stone sobriety is rough, but exciting. im finding myself feeling the feelings i felt when i was 6 or 7 years old, incredibly visceral and when misunderstood, painful feelings and emotions.

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[4thdimension]

You don't turn them off,
You learn to let them go.

You enjoy things exactly as they are
by being spiritually satisfied
and needing nothing but what is right in front of you.

Congratulatons.

May I add you as a friend?

[time_to_confess]

Haha, maybe now you can understand my deep thought on way too many random things. It can be great, but she's right, you learn to roll with it and don't necessarily turn it off.

...Dear lord please stay sober.