i cant do this anymore

i wish he knew what he was doing to me

...........i used to be a daddys girl....

..i think thats fading...

if im to be 100% honest i WANT to go to cali........

i dont want to stay here anymore.........

if im to be 100% honest ...id leave TONIGHT if i could ( Read more... )

so.... lets see how good i am at this whole keeping a secret while getting out my emotions ( Read more... )

.......................sometimes i get really homesick....and i just look at pictures and remember...... wanna take a trip with me down memory lame ( Read more... )

.......u kno.... ive never TRUELY regreted anything until now.....

..............i try to act like everythings okay...like maybeit wasnt so bad, but it was and its not okay.....

how could i have been sooooo stupid?!

i never thought .. me....

......................................all i can say is im sorry..im soooo sorry

this could get very interesting....

so im REALLIE homesick...like ridiculously homesick ( Read more... )

man...i havent updated my journal is God knows how long ( Read more... )

its a really ..."off" feeling ....

it get tiring...having your heart broken over and over and OVER and OVER again...u get used to it eventually...u get so used to feelin of ur heartbreakin that it doesnt hurt anymore.....and that hurts ( Read more... )

well....i havent updated in FOREVER!!!!......short drift ( Read more... )