so yea... lets go thru today ... cuz im frikin SAD ( Read more... )

.................im not happy right now....

and as to that last comment...oooh it better be somethin with me!

....and since when are we friends?!

*sigh*...there are some things ill never understand

he doesnt make me smile like he used to anymore..........

hhmmppphh..... that kinda sucks :[

i hate uncertainty...

.......i hate insecurity

.... im taking a BIG risk here....

......but im willing to take it

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I cant do this anymore!!! honestly!! will somebody frikin tell me how im suppose to believe that im not MISSING anything, how am i suppose to believe there is absolutely 100% nothing wrong with me, how am i suppose to believe that im soo ( Read more... )

.... i hate the way i feel when it comes to relationships ( Read more... )

this has been my theme song for these last 2 weeks....

ive honestly learned a lot of things id rather not know..

Because Of You- kelly clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did ( Read more... )

i really should be "cleaning"