Right now... this is hard for me. So Dylan, Spinner, Ash, Jimmy, Hazel, Craig, Jt, and Marco. I need you all to stand by me and be my support. Im trying again. Matt I need you right now... I really need you.

Dean raped me again. Not only that.. he beat me. I know im broken and I hate it. It took me so long to get over it. Now... I have to do this ( Read more... )

Ive been doing alot of shopping and on my own may I add. And its not as fun without your best friend so Hazel we gotta set a shopping date, just the two of us. We havent hung out ina long time. Then one time I even dragged Dylan with me again, haha! But he loves it. And tonite hes taking me to this party at the university Yeah I know.. Dean MIGHT ( Read more... )

Im back!... again.
So, Dylan was nice enough to take me out of town for awhile which was so what I needed. Thanks a mill Dylan. Then I finally had a nice date with Matt. I missed him so much! And we just talked about his job and how my summer was going. It was so nice Okay.. I love Matt. But yet Paige Michalchuck cant bring herself to bring it up. ( Read more... )

So sorry that I havent been able to update. Whatevers going around I caught the little bug so Dylans been keeping me in the house and in bed but im feeling way better. So no worries ( Read more... )

Yeah things didnt go exactly as planned last night. I went to the affair and I thought Matt was gonna meet me there but I talked to him and he couldnt make it. Its okay though. That just means Matt owes me another date. I understand his shecdule and how hes working on his job right now so Matt your lucky you have such an understanding girlfriend ( Read more... )

Me and Marco finally picked up my dress and went on our lunch date.
( My dress! )

Everything is getting back together slowly. Its totally great too the bruises are going down. But still noticable which sucks but ill live. Im just glad Dean didnt get any further thats all.. I went out last night with Ash, Jimmy and Craig. We all went to the Dot I took so many looks around that place like you wouldnt believe and sat and talked. I ( Read more... )

SO yesterday went to the Dot and seen Craig, Marco and Emma there. It was really nice hanging out with them. Plus I needed to get out of the house. I dont like staying home alone too much. Then I seen Dean and he tried to do it again! I cant believe him. And what made it worse is that he hit me... like 5 times. And I have a bruise on my cheek. Now ( Read more... )

Things got so boring around here! Gosh. Well Dyalns been gone with Marco and going back and forth to school. So I hope to talk to him soon. Then me and Marco has our shopping/lunch date, so excited. SO I hear the dance is soon? Soo.. I dunno if I should take Matt. He used to teach there and im so not sure if its even right to go to the dance. Dont ( Read more... )

Ok so my night didnt go as planned but ill deal. First, Matt couldnt come because we got into an arguement, *sigh* im not even sure what about but Dylan was there to hear all of it he had to go out of town on a trip He really did had to go out of town. So I just went to Lizs party solo. When I first got there I talked to Em then Liz got some Gerret ( Read more... )