i'm so tired. there isnt enough time in the day for everything i need to do and have to put up with. i'm tired of working. someone please just give me money. and to add to that, my boss is a psycho. i am not doing well in school. mainly because mrs. brennan is a fucking asshole. i barely sleep anymore. i dont know who my friends are right now. i ( Read more... )

i'm happy.

like really.

:]

i need money.

i hate when i can't tell if people are joking.

still happy though

i cant believe how much i disappoint my mom. which leads me to disappoint other people. not like anyone could possibly understand this. i'm tired of being a fuck up.

my life is so fucked up. no one gets it. i'm just done with all of it. i'm just disgusting.

2007. i can't believe it. an entire year is gone. i think doing a look back on this year is pointless. nothing really happened to me. i stayed the same. i kept the same friends. i made some new ones which is always nice. i didn't fall in love, i didn't break anyone's heart, they didn't break mine. i kept to myself a lot this year. repairing the ( Read more... )

so it's 4:30 am on the dot. and i can't sleep. i am dead tired. i can't sleep. a result of stress i'm sure. i'm so strung out. i have school. including but not limited to: homework, which takes me 7 hours because i fall asleep at the most inconvenient times, very soon midterms, which is just fucking peachy because i have a D in precalc and i dont ( Read more... )

part of my birthday/christmas gift from erica was season one of the adventures of pete and pete. i cant explain in words my love for pete and pete. i couldnt even make an interpretive dance to show how much i love them. its that profound. anyway. i got home today and popped in the first dvd and snuggled up with my blanket on the couch and watched ( Read more... )

the college of new jersey class of 2011. also known as me, erica, and katieryan.
what the hell i'm going to college.
i'm undecided in the school of culture and society.
i can't wait.

thanksgiving break.
no leftovers
new dunks
meals out
no work
good friends
crappy pies
sleepovers
biting feet
best friend
angry parents
naptime
thanks.

passion. i lack passion. for anything. i feel as if i may have had passion once or twice in my life, but they were towards completely irrelevant things. though i suppose if they were irrelevant i would've never had passion to begin with. that's something i do a lot, i doubt that what i care about is actually important. but if the things i care ( Read more... )

in an unusual mood.
i've been sleeping a lot lately. nearly 14 hours a day.
o well. still doing applications. what else is new.
i dont care about this entry anymore.
which follows the trend of not caring about my life.
done.