I finally understand the point blank truth that has been shouted at me for so long. I am not accepted here, These are not my people. I cannot stand the ways of the people here, I will not abide by the rules. This place sets the game it controls the parameter; but I do not have to play along. I have always tried to find my place in the niche of the ( Read more... )

Lots of things move my life in ways that I will understand only after the moment has past ( Read more... )

A lot has happened since the last time i posted. Working backwards..., I jumped through a drive through window and onto a SUV's roof and rode around. I am planning a raid on Karoli park, video will be available. I have been playing bass quite a bit, it fills me. I seem only to write about the most morbid things. I cannot sleep at night, the dead ( Read more... )

It seems that I have not the friends I though, I will get over it, If anyone else wants a clean break, I will understand, not the the ones that are no longer my friends did so, but It will be okay. I have goals, and even if some of them are attached to other people, I do not Need them to complete what I have chosen for my life. I have tried to help ( Read more... )

Tonight I have completed my graduation ceremony. I have been shot with camera many times, and have been invited to many different places for after parties. The gifts from family is appreciated, the support as well, almost everyone seems happy for me. Why when I look at this feeling am I left so empty. I worked for this, it took me 13 years to grab ( Read more... )

Today is my last day of high school. After this day, I will have no reason for being in this shit hole any longer. Everyday since moving here has been all for my eventual leaving. I'm not sure why I have not put more forth to the escaping, but no longer can I stand this desolate place or it's stench or the retarded. I will break free of this place

A technique where one allows a fellow swordsman to sheath his sword in his body, in the hopes that he can deal a more fatal blow than the one he received ( Read more... )

"I push my fingers into my eyes ( Read more... )

I have had more fun in the last two days of school than all year. I have been jumping the tree that is almost as tall as me and flipping over it landing in a combat roll. Then at the lunch break I climbed onto the coke machine and flipped off of it onto the ground where a combat rolled about 75 feet back to my group. Some class-sub asked me why I ( Read more... )

If you do not already know, some construction worker came with some heavy equipment and buried the tunnel that was project hel, taking 1/4 of the back yard with them. Burn them all to ashes ( Read more... )