Due to the retardation of certain youngsters, I am moving away from the whole LJ scene, so It was nice blogging with you confused emo brats.. But I have to be moving on....

First right off the bat, this is the second night that I had to climb into a dumpster. Macdonalds keeps throwing their trash into our cans. Then at the end of the week we have to get crap all over us because our can is full. Twice now I have climbed into a trash can and fished out Macdonald's trash and placed it right in their door. Also I called ( Read more... )

I can see. Will the golden path lead me to peace or ruin. I have dreams of places that are of a strange nature. I meet those who lead lives of both good and evil, the past is forever changing under my feet. My blood and actions are poison. I must continue.

It seems as though I will never catch a break. Being overworked has left my immune system weak, I have gotten sick twice within the past week. Those that I thought I was close to don't even care enough to give me a call every once and a while. My loneliness is driving my desperation to a new level. My eyes are getting worse ( Read more... )

I lost touch with everything. None of you have any idea who I am. None of you know my heart. I have disgraced myself in front of you. The lessons that I should have learned were logged into my head, then forgotten. I never even tried. I see now that I am not one of any of you. My eyes are not going to be empty. I bleed. I will not spare a single ( Read more... )

My sigh cannot be relied on any longer. Nor, I suppose, my judgment. My eyes have pushed into a new level of pain, one that annihilates any thought of bearable agony that I had put forth before. They go out of focus randomly when I get too excited or frustrated. Rarely, I feel a sharp pain and the shadows themselves drink in the light and there is ( Read more... )

"The mystery of life isn't a problem to solve, but a reality to experience ( Read more... )

It has come. A time when I cannot pretend to be okay with things anymore. The Prescient has been obscurely showing just enough of a path that I resent just for the sake of free will. I don't even care about that right now. There is so much that pains and sickens me to a point that I am not only mentally ill but physically weaken. I just cannot ( Read more... )

Life has been moving really fast lately. I haven't had time to just sit and sort out much of anything. I have been enjoying the "pie" out of life this last week. The way things are looking, I might just have to start believing that someone actually remembers me when I'm not in eyesight ( Read more... )

Too much to say has happened in the time between post to go into throughly, besides, it doesn't matter for the most part. I have burned my writings and drawings, everything that has been put to paper in the last seven years. Those were the only things I have kept since i moved here, since my days with The Chain, since the Children's Home, since I ( Read more... )