moving to Idaho in 6 hours.
scared shitless.
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lets start off with saying that you are a dumb piece of shit.
then head straight into kicking your ass to next tuesday.
and end off with never seeing your face again.

sound okay to you?
great.

falling asleep to snores/thunder/good music.

i got the lonely feeling tonight.
i hope it goes away really soon.
i think if i pretend everything's okay it will.
i feel like something bad is about to happen.

Tonight I had one of those I-can't-believe-I'm-here/feelingthis moments. Being here as in being alive... being in the relationships that I'm in, being home, being happy ( Read more... )

It was late yeah but you were awake ( Read more... )

I love no one but you, I have discovered, but you are far away and I am here alone. Then this is my life and maybe, however unlikely, I’ll find my way back there. Or maybe, one day, I’ll settle for second best. And on that same day, hell will freeze over, the sun will burn out and the stars will fall from the sky.
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Go east on Sunrise Highway
Turn left at Carmen’s Avenue
Go right at the first stoplight
And I’ll be outside waiting for you
Ohh, I’ll be waiting for you

So... last night sucked. I went to the bank, the luau was over before I got back, hung out in my room for a bit, went to dinner with friends... that was kinda fun, didn't go to fanboys because i didn't feel like dealing with movie awkwardness, and then i stayed in bed all night.
I mean... last night didn't completely suck, but on top of this past ( Read more... )

i'm not sure what to make of today. I'm happy and upset all at the same time. part of me just wants to go home. I feel more wanted there. people here are just too hard to please. I can't be myself around most of them. : /
gonna fall asleep listening to good songs so that I can drown out the thoughts in my head.
<3
 

This is Matuis. He is Polish, my cousins roommate, and damnnn fine.
He also has the cutest accent, and he is apparently bad news, so I'm not taking him to seriously. We talked on the phone while Brittany was using my computer and he is just... al;aksdglk so cute. haha. He sent me this in a text that said "Hello... :] Sweet dreams." And how could I ( Read more... )