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[xorigamikittyx]

I hate so many things in life. And I feel so many of the things I depend on falling apart. But the big thing that's been bothering me lately? I don't believe in myself, and I don't believe in God. And what else is there? If there is anything else, I know I haven't found it yet. I try and believe; I really do. But it isn't that easy to just sit down

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[xorigamikittyx]

I know other people that tell me these things probably know what they're talking about. But even if everyone in the world felt like this right now and it would be gone tomorrow, it still really hurts me right now.

And if I was able to just stop caring about everything, then it wouldn't matter if things fell apart. I'd just be able to..I don't know, ignore it, I guess.

[carwash469]

"I don't believe in myself, and I don't believe in God. And what else is there?" One thing iv found u can always believe in are friends... and i dont mean the random kid in ur math class i mean REAL friends!
and i know that sounds lame but its all i can think of to say...

and there was a time when i hated myslef and i hated my life but i kept going back to those few ppl that i knew would be there and i realized that im not alone...

[afi8690]

you told me not to quit caring so I'm tellin you don't quit caring its not fun not caring and you really care you just dont show that you care i care again and look at me im happier now than i was when i wasnt caring so dont stop caring! life is better when you care and others care about you i know it sounds lame but i guess that just makes me a lame person

[xorigamikittyx]

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But you don't get hurt when you don't care.

[badxbanana]

It kills me so bad that I can't be there with you to help you through this..Sure, everyone does go through this, but I totally get where you're coming from saying that it doesn't matter if everyone goes through it cause that doesn't help you any. I know that you may possibly be one of the most stubborn people I know (I'm not saying it's a bad thing) so I know it's hard to convince you and make you believe that there ARE people here for you, even if they do live 34213713245 miles away. (Hint, me.) I don't really know who you consider your best friend right now, but I do consider you mine, and you will never ever lose me as a friend. I <3 you too much to see you so down. So put on the Beach Boy's "Wouldn't It Be Nice" eat a popsicle, and enjoy what life has to offer. <3 you with all of my heart Jellybean!!

*the apparent hoe*
Lou the Shoe.

[xorigamikittyx]

Haha, hoe.. And I so have that song downloaded.

Of course you're still one of my best friends, along with Amanda. But like...you're in Indiana. And Amanda's going to a different school next year. And.. Idunno. I really am stubborn.

[rhymeswithxpity]

mary i <3 you so much and i am here for you if you ever need to talk i know we don't really talk much but I still consider you a good friend and I hope things get better
<3<3<3 sari

[xorigamikittyx]

Eh. There isn't really much to talk about, I guess. But it's the thought that counts. You know I <3 my Georgia amiga.