new journal:

oh___jealousy
oh___jealousy
oh___jealousy
oh___jealousy

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Chyeah! So. Corey was all "yadda yadda yadda..update your lj." So..yeah ( Read more... )

Hmmm. *ponderponder ( Read more... )

[ ] I am bisexual or homosexual.
[x] I've run away from home.
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed. I try to.
[x] I open up to others easily. And then kick myself for it..[x] I am keeping a secret from the world ( Read more... )

I hate so many things in life. And I feel so many of the things I depend on falling apart. But the big thing that's been bothering me lately? I don't believe in myself, and I don't believe in God. And what else is there? If there is anything else, I know I haven't found it yet. I try and believe; I really do. But it isn't that easy to just sit down ( Read more... )

Spell out your name and see what it means!
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I don't like who I am at school. Maybe I just don't like myself? Something to think about, though I don't think I'll ever come to a conclusion.

List of things I either need to do, or want to do:
+ Read The Great Gatsby tonight [i'm on chapter one still =)]
+ Re-read The Bell Jar- Study for Geog. AP exam ( Read more... )

I fucking hate her. She thinks I'm a bitch now? She has no idea how I can be. And she can't kick me out. And threatening me is REALLY going to work. Fucking take away my computer. I don't care. That's all she has she can take because there is nothing else. She can't leave marks, and she is horrible at slapping. She's going to be sad and alone. And ( Read more... )

Mom and I aren't on speaking terms, it seems. She was trying to make small talk this morning and I was ignoring her. I told her I didn't want to talk to her and she started yelling. But I didn't say anything back so she stopped. And now we still aren't talking. I'll have to eventually because eventually I'll need something from her. And I think she ( Read more... )

Oh God, I hate it here. I hate it here. I hate it here. Please. Please someone take me away. Please please please. no. i hate it here. oh god... i hate it here ( Read more... )