this whole growing up dealio kind of blows.

innocence, when did I thrown you into my recycling bin?

Dennis and I just had a good talk ( Read more... )

I am giving up on making passes
I am giving up on Half empty glasses
I am giving up on greener grasses
I am giving up
What if I fall further than you

Without him the world around me changes 
The streets are bare and everywhere the streets are full of strangers
All my life I've only been pretending 
Without me his world will go on turning

Someday when I'm ( Read more... )

The biggest lie you ever told ( Read more... )

I can't believe I'm looking at this even. 
And updating it in stupid private entries.
wtf 9th grade.

"When I'm with you I feel like I could die and that would be alright.
I want something else to get me through this life
I want something else, I'm not listening when you say goodbye."

Can I take back that no and change my answer?

I haven't written in here in forever.

Well I uhm didn't know I had all these, and they're from basically from eighth grade until now. I don't know what's from when and who they're about because of that. But yeah, idk.

I heard the news
It broke my heart
I didn’t know how to run away
I still got by
I hid inside
Didn’t want to let you see me cry
This wasn’t the time

Later you said you were so ( Read more... )

make my heart race ( Read more... )

What a day it's been.
It's been crazy in this house today.

On the plus side, my house is fully re-stocked with food.