The song Konstantine... describes any serious relationship I've ever been in, especially Matt. . I am not going to sit here and say I'm such a fuck up and I deserve nothing but bad things to happen me. This time I'm going to learn. This time is going to be different.. I can say I am not proud of the girl I've been which is a very good thing. I am ( Read more... )

i close my eyes ( Read more... )

WARNING:
this is one pissed off (ex) drug addict who is ready to prove all the motherfuckers i let ruin me WROnG!

...& today i realized this while i was playing wii tennis and pretending it was alot of peoples heads. keyword:pretending.

ah. the beauty of modern day technology.

ah. the beauty of the grace of god.

ah. the beauty of getting away from ( Read more... )

" i do love you jesus... but not like I should ( Read more... )

holy shit ( Read more... )

i hate this thing all i do is write in it when im fucking depressed. well yeah- 2morrow is my brothers last day of high school.. and i love that kid- like i can't explain it. i've known him all my life (um duH..) but he's always always been there for me thru EveRY little ThiNg & trying to cheer me up when people bring me down - and yeah we fight, ( Read more... )

so yeah, im supposed to be doing this stupid fucking florida virtual school shit... and im not doing it and i need to have like so much shit done by midnite tomorrow, and im going to the beach 2morrow too so im going to stall more and write in my motherfucking journal! i have the worst luck with guys, i swear to god. i should be in the ( Read more... )

im alive.
just letting you guys know :)
oh and boys are pigs <3*

LoVE yaLL<333

*when a daddy, or any parent for that matter, picks alcohol over a little girl she is going to look for love...in all the wrong places.
*loosing someone you love is hard and it hurts so bad. it doesn't matter how long you've known them or where they went or if you still talk to them every once in awhile, it hurts like hell*when someone that you ( Read more... )

there's this emptiness inside me, and no matter how hard i try ( Read more... )