ItS Time For mE to MovE On i'Ve Spent too much time on this stupid person and its my senior year i gotta Party It UP! So liFes going to be OKaY!.....

I HoPe--

Hey well i guess i should update and let sum ppl know wuts going on in my life ( Read more... )

HeY! well i guess its time to update seeing that i havent had ne time to do it becuase its insane how busy i have been i cant even start to explain- and the bad thing is its just gunna gte worse so yes im staying home on a SATURDAY night to just have sum time to rest....well the summers coming to an end and its flown by soo fast im gunna be a ( Read more... )

Do you ever go back and read all ur old emails or journal entrys that u wrote and think like wut in the hell was i thinking when i wrote all of this.. when i read all my old entrys they're depressing i must b depressed alot i think being at my house just makes me misrible and i cant take it...in the past 2 years alot has change its crazy that im ( Read more... )

i hate this........

i cant ever do nething right i swear on everything it doesnt ever turn out good...

wuts wrong with me im so fucking stupid!

-bye!

** im SOOOOO SORRY

HeY wEll ThIngs have been goin ok i guess i mean as good as they could i guess in the situation that im in but im not looking foward to this week at all this is my schedule....

MoNdAy: WOrk @ HelEna-12:30~6 Then at 7 i have to go listen to my stepdad preach at my church

Tues: Work @ The MEt-5~10

WEndSdaY: Work @ Helena 7am-4( we are going on a ( Read more... )

Everything happends for a reason -- i just wish i knew what that reason is.. i dont deserve ne of the shit u put me through** at all i blamed it on myself for 2 long and i need to get over it or i might do something crazy- i kno that no one cares or even knows whats goin on in my life except for a few ppl but they will b the ones that gets me ( Read more... )

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Hey***well its me agaiN... this weekend / week has been ok its had its ups n down thursday i worked it was interesting me and Amber are kinda on talkin terms again .. which it wonderful--Friday i worked then went to the Football game ! we WON o YEAH!... after that i went and partied it up AT Leeannes new house which is awesome by the way! sum ppl ( Read more... )

hey... i feel sick at my stomach and i dont kno whats wrong with me ive come to the conclusion that im depressed and the only reason i say that is b.c. i just wanna cry and sleep all the time everything makes me feel sad but there a certian thing right now that i cant figure it out * everyday its up and down one min im happy the next i just want ( Read more... )