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xosweetnikkyxo

something to tell the world...

Jan 09, 2005 11:44

People im close with always wana kno why im soooo sensitive to things when they are told to me...WEll im gona tell the world...Over the years of my life,I've lost best friends and close friends over stupid shit that has happened,I've made sooo many mistakes,and been used.Lincoln Middle school was a rollercoaster for me.I made friends then i lost ( Read more... )

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I ♥ ♥ ♥ U (X's a bazillion) blow_m3_a_kiss January 9 2005, 21:13:31 UTC

ur not the only one being effected by this shit between u guys. and about ur dad. its stressful i kno, but uv made it through the worst parts... and it can only get better for u. just stay strong and dont let little things bring u down. i miss my cheery-happy nicole.
i love u nicole!
♥sarah♥

Re: I ? ? ? U (X's a bazillion) xosweetnikkyxo January 9 2005, 21:41:55 UTC

If ur really affected by this shit as well.. y dnt u do something more about it?? i have been trying to but quite frankly nobody really gives a shit nor has anything changed out of this whole thing...u kno what i miss. imiss our times together but we dnt seem to have those anymore cuz evrytime something goes wrong...and evyrone tells me it'll get better it'll get better i promise. if it really is getting better then y am i still crying,y do i feel empty,y do i feel like im losing my best friend over a guy.like u always say chicks b4 dicks..i kno i did worse but im trying to get over it.imtrying to forget about it.but last night jst confused me.u didnt even bother to call me after ur mom was supposed to come pick u up..i was left in the freezing pouring rain for an hour more waiting for u to come.. but u nvr did.and then me and shari got worried so she calls and tries and finds out where the fuck u wer and finally we found out that u jst left and HOUR after i talked to u.u nvr picked up ur phone when i called u didnt call me to tell me ( ... )

Re: I ? ? ? U (X's a bazillion) blow_m3_a_kiss January 9 2005, 22:03:18 UTC

oka i had this long ass paragraph but i erased it cuz we should talk in person instead of advertising ur problesm on ur lj for everyone to read

i luv you chelseaxox January 9 2005, 21:47:02 UTC

nicole, i love you so much babe! You mean alot to me and i dont liek to see you goin through this pain, im goin through the same problem you are and i think we can work together on it! PLease know that my door is always open, call when you need to talk or come by if you just need a hug, im always here for you!
I love you,
Chelsea

Re: i luv you xosweetnikkyxo January 9 2005, 21:55:14 UTC

thank u chelsea..I LOVE U SOOO MUCH TOO!!! u mean soo much to me hun u have no idea.yes we can work on it. and im always here for u as well..let me kno whats going on with u.i would like to help u out as well.my door is always open as well and im always here with a big hug..u can call me as well anytime u need or want to talk. i will always b here...WE've been through alot and we kno what it feels like to be in pain.. and how much it hurts.and i pray that u get evyrday jsdt like iam trying to..if u r ever in trouble i will b there to help u out and give u the best acvice i can..Im here for u always and forever.
With all my love
Nicole

I love you soo much girl!!! willubemyhero January 9 2005, 22:05:01 UTC

hey girlfriend! oh my goodness!!! im so proud of u..we made it through this tough weekend together. thanx soooo much for always being here for me..u no that im always here for u just like i was last night. remember im just a phone call away...feel free to always share ur true feelings...smile, frown, cry, laugh...w/e ill be here. ur such a close friend and i never wana have to see u so hurt ever again! that was so sad for me to read that entry about ur past but u should no that uv come a long way and u have friends now that really do love and care about u and u should ALWAYS no that...beautiful poem by the way but i wana start seeing sum happy ones and a big smile and ur gorgeous face!!!! okay??!?!! thats an order! lol u mean so much to me nicole

LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH!!! my doors always open...my balcony door lol just climb up the roof or i can get a side ladder put in lol u no wut im talkin bout gurl...

kisses and huggs 4eva.... xoxoxo ur blondie baby, ~sharbear

Re: I love you soo much girl!!! xosweetnikkyxo January 10 2005, 03:46:02 UTC

Thank U!!! im sooooo proud of u as well!! we survived the weekend behind each other 100%..i kno things have gotten really rocky and im sry for evrthing that has happened....u can always share ur true feelings with me as well..im always here.I got ur back girly!!i dont want to lose such a close friend...im soo proud of ur strength and how much this weekend was one of the toughest in our lifes... we went from good day to bad night through the weekend we made it even tho it was sooo difficult....thanku for evyrthing..i am trying to get stronger evryday.. and trust me i made a happy poem.. which i will post later...u mean sooo freaking much to me shari..im here always and forever and yes if im ever having a bad time i will find a way to get to ur house up in malibu..lol..
WITH LOVE ALWAYS AND FOREVER
**ur blonde Nicoliolioli aka Nicole**

I love u!!! anonymous January 12 2005, 07:19:44 UTC

hey babe!!!
omg im like in tears!! im so so sorry for whatever is happening, and i really hope it all works out! i love u so much and if u ever wanna talk about anything im here!! youre poem is amazingly good, and really sad! i hope u feel better about everything thats goin wrong!!!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxo (times a million)
~Kayla

Re: I love u!!! xosweetnikkyxo January 17 2005, 04:34:41 UTC

awww kayla i LOVE U TOO!!!!things r rocky but im trying to move on..and now i need to things r hard but u kno what... SHIT HAPPENS!!! and thats life......THANKUbunches babe..i like writing poems,it gets out all my problems and helps me deal a lil bit more...I LOVE U HUN!! omg we must hang out soon. i miss u sooo freakin much,we'll have a blonde reunion!!YAY!!!
PEACE AND LOVE
NICOLE