okay so i got a myspace jst yesterday.. and holy shit its fuckin addicting man!!! lol...well i duno if i'll write in my LJ much anymore but anyone with a myspace add mee ( Read more... )

i am the one at fault i did this to myself.NO ONE ELSE JST ME!its my fault for the way i am,im ignorant of evrything,i feel like i have no support around me,and that happened cuz of me...im to blame for evrything,i caused this problem,this all happened cuz of me and my stupid mistakes,i am a dumbass.this all happened cuz of me, i blame evryone for ( Read more... )

okay so people have been bugging me for weeks to get a MYspace so finally tonight i made one..soo add me people...

http://profiles.myspace.com/users/15758209

PEACE AND LOVE
NICOLE

I feel like i've lost evrything so close to me..im afraid nothin is going to change..I duno if i'll ever be the same again....I already opened my heart to evrything and look at where it got me...broken,lost,hurt,pain,screaming,loss of almost evrything close to me..how do i kno it wont happen again??? my mom thinks im depressed,my dad wont leave me ( Read more... )

FINALLY!!!! got some more pictures loaded for ya!! its of friends and other stuff...
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kk i had a pretty horrific night last night but im putting it behind.....i posted it before but im taking it off now....sleeping can really help u think sometimes....my head hurts a lot,but after sleeping for hours i realized that i need to just let all this hatred and violence go....but the next step in my life is gona be quite difficult and maybe ( Read more... )

I feel commentless......

i duno what the fuck to feel right now...I guess I have a lot of emotions running through my head and u kno what it sux major FUCKIN ASS!!!!well friday was a fun day..pretty relaxeed evryone was nice and it was jst an enjoyable day then afterschool me shari and sarah all met up and we chilled at samo for a bit and i was basically talking on my ( Read more... )

kk well im home today cause im sick and im bored as fuck so im posting a couple pics for fun...lol...and besides im trying to avoid reading so here u go.....
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People im close with always wana kno why im soooo sensitive to things when they are told to me...WEll im gona tell the world...Over the years of my life,I've lost best friends and close friends over stupid shit that has happened,I've made sooo many mistakes,and been used.Lincoln Middle school was a rollercoaster for me.I made friends then i lost ( Read more... )