new journal. finally.

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add me?

I can't even talk to anybody about this. my friends would get mad at me. just sucks. I cried in the pac sun dressing room today though..

just keep the same thoughts running through my head..
I don't. I can't. I won't...[and repeat.]
it's too simple to be easy, but it's easier than rejection.

mall tonight - I'm quite excited. it feels like I haven't been out out in a while.

ugh. being sick sucks.

so do you.

haha.
somebody: "what are we doing?"
me: "getting naked."
mrs. stanley: "well, it depends on which basketball team you want to win."
I was so confused by that. But then she explained that she thought it was boys vs girls for basketball, but it was really girls vs girls so yea. haha.

maybe I'm just stupid, but I always thought that saying "I wish she would die" is more of a death wish than a figure of speech.

Raining cats and dogs.. that's a figure of speech.

It takes a lot for me to hate people. My brother used to be the only person I hated, but looks like there's two now.

new plan.

I'm giving up my pity speeches, one of my millions of annoying qualities.

haha.

Ginny told me I should give up something for lent.

Since she's giving up abstinence, I'm giving up my haven'thookedupwithanybodyforfourmonths-ence.

today 11th period made my day crap.
but on the + side, I finally brought home my gym pants.

two elephants.. no soap. radio?! I still don't get it.

fucking pms. I hate being a girl.

so let's make this night be our best mistake.

haha..

sissy: "so I like **"
me: "so go for it..."
sissy: "are you gonna go for **?"
me: "no.."

yea.. way to never follow my own advice. =)

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