Don't give up on me. I'm only pushing you away to see if you'll keep trying.

I hate drunk Mondays. I should've just ignored him.

I wish I knew how I felt about him. To be honest, my feelings used to be pretty darn clear. And now, I just don't know. I waited so long. We've been talking...but he's bailed on me twice, with fairly legitimate excuses. But I'm only giving him one more strike. If Tuesday or Friday don't work out, I'm done trying. I don't know what else to do. I don ( Read more... )

I am so done. I am finally waking up and realizing you will never change. I don't know what goes on in your head, what your motives are, but I'm done caring. I'm done dropping everything for you in a heartbeat, when you're never there for me and you certainly weren't there for me last week on the day I needed you most. I don't deserve to be treated ( Read more... )

You'd think that I'd learn my lesson by now
You'd think that I'd somehow figure out
That if you strike the match
You're bound to feel the flame

JIM (12:17:08 AM): hey. good luck tomorrow
JIM (12:17:32 AM): I know it will be tough... hang in there :-)

Are you kidding me??? This is the second night in a row I've missed him first of all. He CALLED me this afternoon to discuss homework. And now this? Just last week he was telling me it wasn't a big deal.

I hate myself for loving him.

I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had. But, I can't because I know you won't come after me, and I guess that's what hurts the most.

Its been almost 4 days....and I can't get him out of my mind.

Ninety-nine percent of the world’s lovers are not with their first choice. That’s what makes the jukebox play.
-Willie Nelson.