I am stressing out already and it is only Tuesday.

Also I hate that I love you. Please make me stop.

And it's not because I'm lonely, and it's not because it's New Year's Eve. I came here tonight because when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible.
-When Harry Met Sally

"I'm crazy about you and I want you to know that if I had the choice of hanging out with anyone in the entire world or just sitting at home with you eating a pizza and watching a crappy tv show... I'd choose you every time." -Scrubs

I haven't written in a while. I haven't really had much to write. But I am just so ready for 2010 to be over. This year has been so ridiculous. I have 8 more days off to get my life in order. More to come later.

And sometimes... we can fall in love with someone for all the wrong reasons... and still love them even after all the hurt because well... sometimes and most times.. we cant pick who we love. And even though we know we shouldnt love them we do.. and always will.. because there are just a small number of people in this world who will 'get' us for ( Read more... )

My heart is aching. I am clinging to his memory. I'm in love with someone I can never ever have. I legitimately feel like I lost my soulmate. I know that sounds ridiculous. I knew him for a year, really knew him for only 6 months. But I will never, ever know what could've happened. The more I think about him, the more I learn about him, the more I ( Read more... )

Saying goodbye to Ryan tonight was one of the hardest things I've ever had to do. The casket was closed, which was relieving, but also sad. His family was wonderful. As soon as I told them I was Stephanie and that I ran with Ryan after work, his mother instantly said he talked so much about me and was hoping she'd get to meet me. I lost it. I've ( Read more... )

I can't believe he's gone. I still keep wishing I'm going to wake up from this horrible nightmare. One of my coworkers passed away Saturday morning after our Christmas party. He had been working for QuEST for about a year, but I only really knew him in the last 6 months. And it wasn't until Windsor Locks that I really got to know him. My heart ( Read more... )

Was I ever truly over him? At one time I was sure that the answer was yes. But if seeing him again- and merely touching his hand- could peel back so many layers of my heart, then did I ever stop
loving him the way you're supposed to stop loving everyone but the one you're with?

-Emily
Giffin

I know you think we can't be together, but can't you respect me enough to let me make my own decision? I know there'll be risks but I want to face
them with you. It's wrong that we should be only half alive, half of ourselves. I love you. So here I am - standing in your doorway. I have always been
sta...nding in your doorway.-
Spiderman
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