change is oh so good. new school+new friends+ new boyfriend = new life& happy sydney ( Read more... )

Im grounded for the first time in my life. it's completely real this time. I'm not even miserable like everyone says I should be. I still have my sidekick and everyone is still trying to make plans with me.I can't baklance anyone out. I use to be able to use being with yvette all the time as an excuse not to make plans with anyone. Now I'm ( Read more... )

"heres some pills we'll get them filled & walk it off ( Read more... )

my name is sydney. i live a sad and lonely life. i long for attention. i'm very angry at the world. my prozac medicated mind is filthy with foggy thoughts. i thought i found someone to take care of me. i fell for the joker in the life deck of cards. naturally, i lost the game. no wonder we call him the joker. he was mixed with my deck of an ( Read more... )

well its ten ten.
i wish that i could sort out my life. Ive got this independant study to do. I havent done enough of it. I'm missing school today.i miss to much. for the reason i slept in cuz my dad didnt bother waking me up. although i woke noel up.


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alright well I havent goen to school since last week. And i found out i have to makeup all my work... GAY. and geuss what? im going on indeoendant study. it's finally happend. except for the face i have to show up for two classes.

ill explain later <3

This marks my second day of missing schoo. Blah. It's useless. I have no reason to go except the government makes me. I need to write in my book more but I don't. I have homework that I havn't done. I dunno what to fucking do I feel useless to society. Gosh. I wish this was the 50's. Maybe I'd have some inspiration, goals, and something to look ( Read more... )

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I got up at six fourty five this morning threw on some clothes and left to school. I felt like ishhhh. So then I went to school and I got sixth perioda dn went to the nurse. A girl on drugs came it. It was interesting. She's an idiot. She said she was sick she was hiding her face and walking funny and talking really slow. And the nurse went to ( Read more... )

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