So lets just say i havent updated here in a while because my life seriously been changing like everyday it seems like it either gets really good or really bad but idk. Right now were on the really good side of things, i feel like im finally getting over him and establishing that maybe my mom was right.Shhh! dont tell her ever... But i really don;t ( Read more... )

i dont even kno what to think right now....my emotions are all over the place.....

I guess life has a funny way of working itself out, things that i never thought would happen happened...I few days ago i would have sat here and typed that my life was a complete mess. I was at the point that i didnt eve know what i was going to do... I lost my mom, my sister, and my boyrfriend all in the same day...However what i learned that know ( Read more... )

You, you tell me you tell me ull always love me and always be there for me no matter what happens, the motto we used to live by was always and forever,but know something has come along to test those waters and to tell you the truth that scares the shit because know that forever doesnt last.......

Isn't life funny....your life can completly change in a matter of seconds,minutes.days, month or even years....... My live has changed more then i could ever imagned...The people i thought would always be thier are no longer ther.... The people i thought i could never get, i have.....the perfect life with the perfect friends, and just prefect ( Read more... )

Take a minute to step back and think about where you were a year ago, think about the people who were in your life a year ago or even six months ago that are no longer thier for you. Life is a funny thing, when everything is jsut starting to be perfect it all comes crumbling down like a avalanch. Im sicking of fighting with her, just let me go, let ( Read more... )

Its seems like everything around me has changed i no that " people ALWAYS leave" but no one has really left me. Everyone is till her physically but mentally everything is different. Im not going to say names becuase that is not what this is about. This is about making myself feel better, and when i come back and read this is 2 months i will have no ( Read more... )

This past weekend was amazing , I could not have asked for anything better well my boyfriend came home and we went to santa barbara to see out best friends i got to see two of my favorite people. There not much i can say about this weekend other then it was perfect, and i want to go to college so bad the college life is fucking awsome im so jelous ( Read more... )

The point has come that i can actaully say that I have to complaints school is good im happy with all my classes and the people in them. All we do it talk and laugh all day what better could i ask for. At the same time im getting good grades and i have been in school for a liek a months and a half. My boyfriend couldn't be anymore amazing he makes ( Read more... )

This is a new feeling