Life has its highs and lows. it seems like once everything is finally going good things come crashing down and the whole world that you have adapted to slowly begins to crumble. Right now i feel beyond crumbs its not the fact that i miss him i think its that i miss having a boyfriends. Its so hard for me to believe that things ended the way they ( Read more... )

1.Be happy with who you are 
2.Build a strong future 
3.Be who you are 
4.Be Strong 
5.Be Strong on your own 
6.Be Dependable
7.Stay true to yourself
8.Be the best you can be 
9.Be a Saver
10.Be a Realist
Those are the goals i have set for myself to achieve this summer and quite honestly i will be happy if I achieve even one of them

Today, markes the end of ( Read more... )

Whose counting anyways?

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 -I can't keep fighting with you everyday
 -I can't keep looking back
 -I can't keep wishing i did things different 
 -I can't keep hoping things will change
 -I can't stop crying 
 -I can't just be happy 
 -I can't make you proud 
 -I can't live my own life 
 -I can't be me 
 -I can't put on a real smile 
 -I can't keep wishing for things that will never ( Read more... )

Im not quite sure how to feel right this second. Im a little disappointed. But at the same time i had already prepared myself for what was going to happen. I would have never imagined things to turn out the way that they have. But, i guess im good at getting over being let down because im so used to it . So, once again i will pick myself up and ( Read more... )

i repented for you and you are gone.... Im so happy were not together anymore. You were never a good enough for me anyways... I regret hurting all the people that i hurt for you!! it wasn't worth it

I cant do this anymore i dont no if im emotional becuase im on my period or wtf is wrong with me but seriously everyone is fucking pissing me off. i want to get the fuck out of here sooooo bad. It wierd how my sister is allowed to do all these things and im not. Right now all i want to do is crawl into a ball and be in his arms, just talking to him ( Read more... )

I don't even know how i feel anymore. Or what my feelings for you. All i know at this point is that i going to miss u kid. People take advantage of the things that are there everyday, until you wake and realize that they will not be there forever. My forever has officially ended, and unfortunately we are now back to reality. The way i feel when im ( Read more... )

Why do good things happen to bad people ?

Sometimes its soo hard to just let go of people.Especially when they are someone that you really cared about. Im extremely upset that things ended on such bad terms. You fucked me over like no other. I thought you cared, and that you were different. I made the mistake of letting things get further then they should have. But, tonight as i am trying ( Read more... )