I started my job on Tuesday. It is going good. I need a smock and I hope to find my 1 year pin so I can feel better and not like I just started there. I hope to have my debt payed off soon. I am surprisingly more comfortable here than I thought I would be. I am not having trouble sleeping at night. That is very unusuall. I suspect it will ( Read more... )

Should I smoke in my bathroom? It is too cold outside. The house smells like chewing tobacco amd that is worse than cigarette smoke. He said no drugs and nothing about cigarettes. No that would not be cool. Anyways, I do not feel like you are selfish in the least way. Now I cannot say the same for myself. I miss being around happiness. ( Read more... )

What does this life have for me? I am to inpatient to wait. I hate waiting and hopeing for a better outcome. I need to find something to occupy my mind. If I don't I will become a broken record. The same thoughts come to me every morning. I can't change them. I go over what I want and try to justify it everyday, many times a day. I feel so ( Read more... )

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Ok I am back at my aunts for the night. She is in Vegas and my fish takn is green. I can't even see the fish. Oh well they are alive. Isn't that all that matters. I ate some brussel sprouts and they were only 1/2 cooked. I was too lazy to go back downstairs to cook them so yummy and crunchy. Or should I say raw tasting. I have to go help ( Read more... )

Ok so I am home and I do not want to be. I reach a conclusion that I will get my associates degree, then leave this terrible state. I can't wait though. I really don't want to. There is nothing here for me and everyone agrees that now is the time if I am ever going to do it. I have wanted to leave for as long as I can remember. Now I kinda ( Read more... )

My household loves to yell. I hate it, I don't want to leave though. I will be lonely at my dads house. I really hate the winter. It is so depressing. Dinner is done and my uncle is not home so it is just sitting downstairs. I want to eat. I am getting really aggrivated, I can't respond to any entries. I do but they don't get posted. I ( Read more... )

Hree is a naet fcat. Pelope cna't unsderntad why
tehy can raed fcuked up wirintg lkei tihs. -Our
minds read a word as a whole as opposed to each
letter. So we understand what is being said, as
opposed to the confusion that is possible.

I found this to be very true so I decided to post this. Lets hear what you have to say.

To love is a great thing. I miss having fun. I need to...hey that other walgreens called me. They said they would call me back to set up an interview. So once I get a job thigs will get better. My dad does not seem to hear me when I tell him that I am not trying to get back into the Army right now. I don't like the oh I feel this is temporary ( Read more... )

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